I Don't Smoke Anymore

It's true. I don't smoke anymore. I am officially a non-smoker. Cigarettes are no longer my master. My last cigarette was around Friday/Saturday overnight at 2am-ish. I woke up to a horrible hangover after a Birthday party at a club and didn't smoke all day. That was Saturday. On Saturday, I went to a Traveling Vineyard party at 6pm. Imagine going to a wine tasting while hungover from Vodka. hahaha! Then Sunday at around 1pm, the cravings really started. I turned a little crazy with strange body movements and a psychotic sense of logic. By 8pm I had the shakes. Mind you, I started smoking 15 years ago (quitting with both pregnancies) and last week was smoking a pack a day. The last pack I bought was Tuesday night. It cost me $7.50!! From Tuesday to Friday I was bumming off Prince. I can't believe I paid $7.50 for a pack of Winstons. I say enough is enough. I'd rather put that money in the savings for a house!! So, here I am...Monday morning. I woke up with some unfamiliar energy this morning at 8am. Still craving...it's time to write on my hand again, since "I DON'T SMOKE ANYMORE" is wearing off. I REFUSE to be a slave to Winstons anymore. What's the point!!?! So, to occupy my thoughts and time now instead of smoking is...... guess??...... A DIET!! Haha...imagine that. Replacing smoking with a diet. I'm at my heaviest in a long time. I'm be doing a low-calorie, low-fat diet along with taking Alli. If I'm going to quit smoking cold turkey, then I could diet too. :) So now, when I have thoughts about cigarettes OR food...I can remember that I don't smoke anymore and I'm on a diet. So, what do I do now?? CLEAN!!! Yes, the house will be more organized and neater and my business will EXPLODE!!